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Monday, 18 October 2010

I'll be writing more but will a left hip replacement on Thursday 

  I am 64 and have known, I was "different" since the early Kindheit-because I wrongly felt responsible chronic disease for which a cleft palate and palate and my mother.It wasn't until I was in my thirties that we found that essential tremor is a genetic disease is and it extremely ill have hatte.Ich it very mild.  I was always a loner at school - moderate Dyspraxic, wanted for all teams etc and a bookworm and 'Teachers pet.' 

  Even my parents did not know that I tried to strangle me when I was 9.  If I was nursing I academically brilliant but had great difficulty in personal relationships.  I came a Secretary course from the nursing/midwifery due to the depression and back pain, and act.I worked at a benefit for 26 years to MDE is redundant and Ruhestand.Ich had a lot of interpersonal problems at work - I am a strong Myers Briggs ISTJ can aggressive about os without intention.  The last two years were much easier when I have a new line manager and much felt better in the concerned had tried to model me.  For awhile I was also mum's sole carer and works full time. 

I have the most antidepressants with different results.I react certainly better in the older than the SSRIS, although I'm willing to try sertraline (lustral) I prefer to discuss drugs, etc. through my superb practice of GPs and backed the Psychiatic treatment offers.I had two courses from short consultancy and some sessions dealing with chronic pain with the same consultant but Traveliing is difficult with my back and hip arthritis.Currently I'm taking 100 mg Trimipramine and 50 mg amitriptyline but hope if things down resident to ändern.Ich am having a setback, partly because of the pain and part, because I polymyalgia rheumatica hereditary Prenisolone bin.Verringerung of 7.5 mg dose leads to poor Schmerzkontrolle.manchmal I have suicidal thoughts, although currently am nicht.Ich try to feed and write helps, but exercise has to stop.


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Friday, 15 October 2010

I'll be writing more but am going in for a left hip replacement on Thursday

I am 64 and have known I was 'different' since early childhood - because of a cleft lip and palate, and my mother's chronic illness for which I, wrongly, felt responsible.  It wasn't until I was in my thirties that we found that essential tremor is a genetic condition, and she had it extremely badly.  I have it very mildly.  I was always a loner at school - moderately dyspraxic, not wanted for any teams etc. and a bookworm and 'teachers pet.'

Even my parents didn't know that I tried to strangle myself when I was 9.  When I was nursing I did brilliantly academically, but had great difficulty in personal relationships.  I came out of nursing/midwifery because of depression and back pain, and did a secretarial course.  I worked at a charity for 26 years until being mde redundant and retiring.  I had a lot of interpersonal problems at work - I'm a strong Myers-Briggs ISTJ and can come across os aggressive without intending to.  The last two years were much easier when I had a new line manager and felt much better in relating, trying to model myself on him.  For a while I was also Mum's sole carer as well as working full time.

I have been on most antidepressants with varying results.  I certainly respond better to the older ones than the SSRIs, although I am prepared to try sertraline (Lustral)I prefer to discuss drugs etc. by my superb practice of GPs and have declined offers for psychiatic treatment.  I had two courses of short counselling and would like some sessions on dealing with chronic pain with the same counsellor, but traveliing is difficult with my back and hip arthritis.  Currently I'm taking 100mg trimipramine and 50mg amitriptyline but hope to change when things have settled down.  I'm having a setback, partly because of the pain, and partly because I am on prenisolone for polymyalgia rheumatica.  Reducing the dose to 7.5mg also leads to worse pain control.  At times I have suicidal thoughts, although at present am not.  I try to eat healthily and writing helps, but exercise has to stop at present.


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