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so for the last...since i posted i think

i've cut the seroquel down to 50mg rather than the 600mg i was supposed to be taking

everything has been great and indeed was great until one of my best friends kindly pointed out today that im becoming hypermanic. all the signs are there - the constant and excessive coffee drinking, the fact that i've smoked 25g of tobacco in a day, the reorganizing of the entire house, the drawing/writing creative stuff, the constant counting and checking the fact that i've been averaging 5 hours a night sleep and doing remarkably well on it.

i watched that king of the hill where kahn is manic and yes im pretty much there.

whats weird is that i honestly feel fine.

if it wasnt for the fact that i trust her absolutely i would think that she wa making this up just to ruin my happiness.

i have an appointment, FINALLY, with the psychiatrist on tuesday

i dont know whether to tell them or not. it could be that she is worrying over nothing

and then i'll have missed my chance of getting the paroxetine upped and the crushing misery will come back.

difficult.

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