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I had a dream a few nights ago.

I was in a House: a small wooden house. It was a rabbit House. A bit like a normal House, but smaller and without furniture, but with hay. It was rabbit in it. I realized I had left the door open and some rabbits were the their way outside. I could remember, when the rabbit Garden was sure I went out. The rabbits have been hopping around in the Sun, but there was a cat lying on the grass. The cat didn't look that interested, but I wasn't sure. I felt that given the time, a cat is bound to attack a rabbit and eat. I began to try to collect the rabbit to take you back to your home.The first version I picked up was quite large and took to keep two hands.The rabbit was pretty placid and didn't seem to be against it is aufgehoben.Ich I felt worried because I knew I needed again in your home to prevent the rabbit permanently lost or gegessen.Dann woke up on.

You think this means what?

My theory is that my 'changed the rabbits' or 'split'; my various personalities in my head life. The rabbit getting out about me to explore my parts during my clinical psychology sessions and on my own between.I'm going through a process to know of, where in the past even I passed you knew nicht.Ich am also recently have more than I ever thought I would share, and share what I'm learning with my clinical psychologist. I am now also my experience with you, share through this blog. This process of exploration and sharing comes without fear. It is my rabbit rental.

I think I'm also still learning to trust my psychologist. The cat seemed harmless; It was on the grass.But a cat is a cat; cats chasing rabbits. I know my psychologist seems trustworthy, and I know it is helping me but a human being. My life as far as me taught that people need to be untrusted. People are hurt and betrayed you and rip your heart out and squeeze every last drop of blood it before she pushed it back in your chest. It is difficult to overcome as the fear.

I am shocked, really fear. Letting my parts for others know is a big risk for us all. We make ourselves vulnerable is violated and keep in mind that we all exist because I was injured and had to protect myself against injury.There are 'better' on an aspect of fear in the view.My parts are afraid that you are going to be eliminated.You are concerned that in are destroyed will be suspended.I'm afraid that links are I will also love, alone, without these people/parts, although sometimes I despise I recently, I realized.You have been through so many difficult times to help me.Always around you know better, have I learned to love you better and to appreciate, as you helped me haben.Wie would be my life without you? what would it be, as the constant conversation in my mind have? will I be lonely? how is the person left that in the end be? maybe I'm better off, how I should keep the rabbits in the House bin.vielleicht.

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