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Wednesday, 9 March 2011

One is amazing model work and one intelligent coping mechanism, however, once the reason for the development of DID is no longer relevant, it may be more harmful than beneficial and this is where help is needed. If I can remember half my summer holiday question I me why I bother to go on a holiday.When I start cooking dinner then forget, I was even doing it until my husband reminds me, I feel down and nutzlos.Wenn I out for periods of time zone or on work because of the focus the chatter in my mind, it makes me anxious, that I will lose my job.

Hiding emotions is part of my problem.Are the emotions, but can be difficult to tolerate, so I to self harm rather works policy.this like a Ablenkung.Es is easier to feel physical pain as an intense emotional pain.

Eating disorders are my way and way try to take control of my life where I feel that I have no control of whatsoever.

My clinical psychology sessions have was largely focused on dealing with Comorbidities and try to achieve some stability and in my daily life for the last two years.

I was told, that I DID after over a year in therapy have only actually explicitly by my Psychologe.Dies came as a shock in many ways (although I know not why because all the signs were, but I think just never think, you will say you'll have something like that) and a long time, has me to hit my head. I wouldn't say I have my head around it yet either. I even with fighting it much.

Now psychologist in cooperation moves my with me to identify my "parts". I think this will then be to merge you into a more stable person lead (something that some feel ambivalent my parts all over) and I am informed, EMDR therapy called it.

Identify my parts is a very difficult process to sich.Einige my parts do not identified;some, I am not very aware.Often, in a therapy session, 'I' am not exist.Keep in mind that the person writing this blog today part is the overall 'me' which is very enlightening and reflective and has good knowledge of the parts of me.I think, this is the part of me writing this blog often rights.the person is not the person who attends always my therapy session.In General when my psychologist begins to ask me about my parts, it starts a battle of wills in my head between those themselves and those that us quiet to avoid to keep the potential of being express injured or may be destroyed.

Think and talk about parts in itself enough to make me do again unstable, in this case, go this phase of therapy on hold, while we deal with us win stability in life again (i.e. reduce depression talk about reducing self damage, will continue to work function located in life) is it a part of me which damages to punish me for the disclosure of Ihnen.Daher is this means always a potential risk talking about Teile.Das, this phase of therapy has at a very slow pace to verschieben.manchmal it feels as I forward and two steps take after a step back.

Some people to integrate all your parts into a stable person manage from what I've read; for others it is a stable life with its parts Leben.Ich am hoping for the former, but I think that may largely depend my progress through therapy and my therapist's patience!

Questions or comments are welcome and helps me write what you want to hear.

Bye first

Candycan


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